In rt and vt, I am in a House with three of the most precious souls, i've ever know online and off, here in soi, Bitch Daddi, fleshpuppet{BD}, who i call my sis, and Pleasure Mistress.

We're called The House of Darkness and Light and around September of this year, I will be moving to be with them as a protected member of our House, but I am still an unowned submissive at this time.

This House of Darkness and Light already possesses a foundation of peace, respect, love and friendship and diversity. I am very blessed.

I am an energy worker, a lightbringer and a balancer in reality and with that said, I will work with a person's energy and respond according to that energy, because for me personally I do not like the word 'switch' for me but I have been known to guide a few people in rt and vt .

Please refrain from whispering to me without permission when I am serving or being served.

What is so simple is true We grow we learn we evolve....... Without struggle~there is no reward and without pain there is no pleasure.

Okay you found my homepage ..cool!..I will try to keep this less wordy...*grins*

I am in hyperchat to explore, grow, learn and evolve as a submissive and guide. I will work with a person's energy and respect that person with every fiber of my being. No matter the Cap, for me, it's about the emotions. So don't be alarmed if you see a capped Name of mine submitting ..in fact, I just might cap all my names because I have come to the realizing that the Cap doesn't make the name, the energy does.

With that said, I am embarking on some new explorations for me that are far outside my comfort zones, but I do it with a willing spirit to learn and grow in this life less ordinary. I am honored to have those that wish to lead and guide me in different new directions that thrill me at the same time scare me.
Will I struggle ? Yes
Will it be negative on my self worth and self respect ? No,,hell to the no
My sis said it best and I will borrow her eloquent words here ..:"There will be times that i will try something new and something outside of what i have experienced before. This is self growth for me allowed by Those that will take me *there*.:...

Thank you sis for that because it solidifies all I believe .

I am even more balanced, secure and confident in myself these days to allow this new exploration . It's all about reaching for new heights as a submissive and as a guide myself.

If someone perceives something I am doing as negative, please come to me with maturity and respect if you have concerns, worries or issues with what I do and I promise I will gladly sit down and discuss things with you in a mature adult manner. ~Judging is no fun..just saying...~

It is no secret that I enjoy having 'dresses' and colored handles and I always list 'em on my homepages for clarity, but no matter the 'name' I utilize ..I am always learning growing, evolving, guiding, loving, living and laughing with absolutely sincerity, integrity and honesty.

I am secure in who I am rt and vt that my morals, values and self truths are firmly intact and it will ever be so. So, if anyone perceives anything i am doing as negative, please feel free to come to me and we can discuss it like adults. thank you

Shalane~ my rt name
lanie ~a derivative
petslut ~a pet
poetry in motion-my writing handle
dirty little freak~a fun name from a song shared with my sis

Shalane{I&B} petslut{I&B) kittycunt{I&B}

I was taken under Master Ironhand and Bartenderette/Queen Mara's ownership on Friday Feb.10th 2012 in z2 and wear a unity ring in my left nipple of white gold with an iron hand dangling from it as a symbolic representation of my service unto them

Here is a list of my rooms and the rooms i am found in:
z2ctzn-our dungeon serving-the fine art of serving
shalane-writing space
petplace-sanctuary for pets of all types
learning-a place for quotes and learning bast-my peaceful space
anyone is free to use it for links and poetry

Please love let's make no impartial vow
Let all fall away
That's not crucial now
I want to brave love, one that makes me weak in the knees
I want a crazy, crazy love
One that makes me come undone at the seams
'Cause I'm tired of all these pilgrims, these puritans,
these thieves
Of all these unbelievers
who whittle love down at the knees
Let these swift roads destroy themselves
Let the world fall into its sleep
For we shall be spared
We shall be left standing
To face what's left of concrete and honey
Kiss the flame
Let's run with the hunted, the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
Kiss the flame
There are nightmares on the sidewalks
There are jokes on TV
There are people selling thoughtlessness
with such casualty
But wherefore art thou Romeo
where have all the brave men gone
Show me one man who know his own heart
To him I shall belong
Kiss the flame
Let's run with the hunted, the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame Kiss the flame
Please love let's make no impartial vow

Lyrics by Jewel



Patience~
I dreamed you had the patience of a prayer You let me memorize your open hand Before you closed a fist around my hair.
I read a warning written down somewhere: "Beware the fury of a patient man." I dreamed You had the patience of a prayer.
I'll swear to the truth if you'll take a dare, Plead guilty if you'll force me to the stand And close a knowing fist around my hair.
Yours is the rhythm of a rocking chair: Steady as an hourglass spilling sand. I dreamed your patience would make saints despair.
I've yearned to cringe beneath Your level stare. My wish has been to be at Your command-- To kiss the iron fist around my hair.
I've waited for years, searched everywhere, But only You have made me undersand: Patience in a slave is itself a prayer, And answered by your fist around my hair.
~John Dryden~

Passion
passionate and dark
surrender begins in the soul
if you can learn to handle the reins
of my surrender
it is alive
it is hope
it is wanton bliss
in such a wickedwild kiss
Wrap the arms of destiny
around the curve of sin
and see where your abyss begins
in the heart of heat
and heat of heart
spill'd crimson darkness
bathing your skin
in pure control and demand
of the spirit
of the mind
of the soul
Awakens the ghost
of my desire
and fulfills
the whims
of the Dominion
You hold over
the very existance of me ..~~~
(c)§

Wants

I want to be pursued watched over listened to compelled commanded taken possessed and consumed
I want the environment created where i have no choice but to kneel not just with my knees but with my soul my heart and my entire being.
I want to be enough I want to be seen as me in all my complexities I want to be wanted needed loved wrapped in bonds of power from the inside out I want to be captured so beautifully in a cage of your own power so that there are no need for locks and your word is my law
I want to accepted in all my facets my fragility my strengths my weaknesses my light as well as the dark places of my soul.
I want to be beautifully broken shattered Then picked up by your strong tenderness and put back together again for your pleasure and whims I want to be the ghost that haunts you in the middle of the night I want to be the pretty pet that you can be proud of I want to be the poet of your soul and the muse of your heart and most especially The slave who serves to live and lives to serve You...~~~ §