Surrender:
a : To yield to the power, control, or possession of another upon compulsion or demand
b : To give up completely or agree to forgo especially in favor of another
c: To give oneself up into the power of another : yield

my surrender:
a: To yield by choice to the power, control, or possession of another upon compulsion or demand
b: To give up completely or agree to forgo especially in favor of another by intention
c: To give oneself up into the power of another: yield because it is what i've chosen to do.

Passion:
a: emotion as distinguished from
b: intense, driving, or overmastering feeling or conviction
c: an outbreak of anger
d: ardent affection : love
e : a strong liking or desire for or devotion
f : sexual desire
g : an object of desire or deep interest

Passion is it's own surrender and i am passionate. But the passion that is harbored beneath my jaded and tainted innocent exterior is mine and mine alone to relinquish. Those who step into my candle light to 'troll', pretend to be Dominants, or expect something for nothing will be turned to mere ashes and swept away as quickly as one extinguishes a wick. To those souls...I will forever be..unattainable and untouchable. I have -no- tolerance for those that can't take the time to get to know -me-.

This is my OOC chat handle name and i've been around SOI now for roughly 2 years and perhaps a little more. It began as a role play avenue into creative license and has blossomed into learning a world that has captured the essence of me. I chose the name because too many forget that in everything there is a choice. A choice to whom to become friends or enemies, to whom you will kneel or stand before, to whom you will accept or shun, etc..Though, perhaps the choice in whom you love is completely debatable, but that is another discussion entirely.

One of my favorite quotes can be found in my room #r-privatea@soi(Private Affairs of Surrender) beneath the chat box:: "You are no one's slave, dog, slut, or sub until you give them that right. Only you can give it. No one can take or assume it without your permission..":: Keep this in mind when you are seeking me out because for now; I belong to no one but myself..

I despise drama, liars, manipulators, guilt-trippers, etc. If you have an issue with me then take it to my mail room as an adult. I abhor those that feel the need to talk behind my back. It is childish. If you do not have the courage to speak it to my face then it is simple, don't say it at all. This is my escape. This is my sanctuary. This is me laid bare with my heart in reserve. I am not afraid to block someone and prefer a drama free home. All the usual fanfare aside...If you wish to know me? Ask.I'm sure I'll eventually add more here..till then if you chose to surrender...May you do it passionately.